Sometimes, I'll think that " is this the life that I want?"

Yes, I confuse of it!

I keep think of this question when I walked to office every morning.

Maybe i'm not a high demand person, I've enjoyed what I have now.

But sometimes i'll be a bit greedy to get some popular stuff like Iphone, Samsung galaxy and so on.

I'll think that " why people can get it but not me?" "why they can be so rich but not me?"

People can go travel everywhere but I just can stay at home during weekend.

Yes, I'm from a poor family and I have to take care of my family to giving them have a good life.

So I can't spend money like others can buy what they wants without any burdens.

Of course I'll envy, but only when I'm moody. And I'll change my mind when I wake up from moody.

I'm not blame anyone and I've really enjoy my life now and look forward to a better life in the future!